The last month of being pregnant last time, I was just worked up about my labor and delivery. It was bound to happen without me knowing one bit of how I would feel or what it would be like. I feel the same way again this time. Except this time, I know what it can be like.
What if i have a horrible and long and just plain terrible experience this time since I was blessed with a fast and uncomplicated labor and delivery the first time?
That question and thought make me scared. If I think positive and then have a bad experience, I'll probably feel bad and be mad at myself for not preparing myself. So I change my train of thoughts and just think of how I'll be a mama of two and get to hold a little gem after whatever my experience will be.
Focus focus focus. Relax.
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